Friend In Need ... Friend Indeed! - I agree!

The people who work with me, obviously know that my work just simply sucks and for others, my work just simply sucks! Since the past 3 weeks my work has been like a devil haunting me just like a blood crazy vampire sucking out blood from the only human on earth! I have certain other commitments that require me to dedicate a lot of time and effort to them. My work, just doesn't allow me to do that. Not even the amount I am supposed to get after normal office hours.
So, I had been quite low for the past 2 weeks, since I was not being able to dedicate any time to my other commitments. More than time they required more mind and that too a very fresh one. But after the vampires at office had sucked all the stuff out of me, I could give nothing to my other activities.
You know, people tend to do wrong things when they are completely screwed up. And I was screwed up to the core!!! So made a very wrong subconscious decision. I just started ignoring my other stuff. My commitments - they were supposed to translate my life to completely different dimension (meaning they were very important for me)- and I just let go of them as nothing just happened. That was a very wrong move! I felt guilty at first ... but I am pretty shameless. My shamelessness just killed my poor little guilt.
I became very quiet and frustrated. I became like "Rambo", calm on the outside and fire in the inside. I was ready to kill. I could have killed anyone messing around with me.. but noone actually messed around anyways... apart from the vampires at office. I could do nothing to them. I felt like a slave. Sometimes, more pathetic than a slave, that too an incompetent one!
On an odd day, I just tried to call a friend of mine who had just resigned from slavery. Couldn't get through though!
But after some time he called me back! I anyways did not call him to discuss my pathetic world of sadness and sorrow. I just called him.. cause I called him! We spoke for some time. Cracked stupid jokes , as usual! But slowly I couldn't control telling him what I was going through! He listened as I spilled my guts out! I noticed that I had started shivering! That's a moment you never forget. After I was done, He Started! And he went on and on and on with the pep talk. I know what he was saying, I knew what he was saying was completely correct. There was nothing new in what he told me! But what he told me was special. The moment was special. I needed it! My conscious needed some slaps and some kicks. He delivered them at the right time! He also admitted something that he had never done before. When I agreed to take my extra "commitments" he had said that I wasn't good for them. And now when he had seen things up close at his new place, he said it! He said that its a must for me and can do it and I must do it! That made it much more special!
We always know whats right for us. But when the times not right and we are screwed up, we never choose the right path. Funny it is! But that's a fact! We need some one to guide us. Its something like this- in your house when theres a power cut in the night and you are sitting quietly in a place and suddenly you feel an uncontrollable urge of using the washroom. Man, its your house... you sure know where your washroom is. You get up with confidence and bump into something... its pitch dark and you are not just hurt but you have also lost your sense of direction in darkness and man you really wanna use that washroom or else you will be in a pretty embarrassed situation. Only you know what you are going through even if its for that short time. And thats when you see someone coming with a cell phone throwing light at you and telling you, "dude ! the washrooms that way .... what the hell are you doin in the kitchen??? Quickly run in or else I ll be laughing my heart out at you." And after that he guides you through and in the end he also says, " hey dude, here take my cell, the battery is low but you can take it inside ... just in case you need it; and just make sure you don't touch it after you are done!" Now thats what friends do! He pretty much did the same thing! I hope I will be there, at least with an LED light, when he needs it or for that matter anybody needs it!
I dont know how I am going to handle my slavery... but at least I hope that I ll work on it!
Thank you Dhruv!